Happy birthday fyd!

kek birthday untuk kamu......

this post is dedicated to someone that is so special to me..dulu la..sekarang ni,entah la,no komen lah..actually i curik time gap between kelas taw nak post benda ni sebab petang karang gi rowing,malam plak study group,so x sempat la kan..tapi i nak jugak post wishing birthday ni harini..emm,i x wish pun happy birthday kat dia,not even a single text..hu5

sebab i think he doesn't wait for it pun..ala...who am i right..just someone that he bumped into,a long time ago..and then kitorg kontek and then i back off for some reasons..just that..hmmm...xpelah..

tah ke skarang ni dia tengah bergayut je dengan awek dia sebab dapat free kol,and they go out for a celebration,pastu awek dia kasi hadiah special,or buat suprised event ke kan..hmmm,so kalau i wish birthday pun,it'll be just a text among puluhan kawan dia yang wish birthday kan..xdela special pun..thats why i malas la nak sebok2 wish..

ok,dah2,ni dah emo la plak kan..jadi,di sini i nak wish dia semoga panjang umur,murah rezeki,diberi kesihatan yang berpanjangan,keberkatan hidup dan juga dimakbulkan apa yang dipinta..

walaupun i dah x kontek dia,tapi memory dengan dia tu sentiasa diingati..ok,x lah sentiasa sangat,hahaha,tapi i ingat la lagi..he's the one yang bawak i gi airport semata2 i nak jumpa super junior,pastu pergi tengok hot air balloon..and ada 1 time tu dia bawak i pergi mandi2 kat air terjun mana tah,tapi i x mandi pun,sebab segan..hehe..he fetched me masa i balik dari jumpa kawan2 walaupun masa tu dah malam,bcoz he came straight away from his home..pastu belanja i makan apa je i nak..haa,and selalu topup untuk i..hu5..i x taw la kenapa dia suke topup kat i sebab kitorang xdela selalu mesej pun dulu,masing2 busy..and many more lah..i kenal dia x lama pun,and i am so upset when we have to end up our relationship macam ni..sob sob sob :'-(

siapa dia untuk saya???hmmm......macam mana nak cakap eh..honestly dia adalah seorang yang i harapkan untuk jaga and boleh sayang i sampai bila2..yela,i xde sape2 kan(exclude family and friends),and for me having a boyfriend is suck,i hate it..so there are only few guys yang i percaya..i never said that i LOVE him..betul..x pernah i cakap kat dia,i love u..tapi tu lah,we are just not meant to be together kot..ces..ayat typical..i miss u so much,i miss ur laughs,i miss ur jokes,i miss ur voice and i miss ur bulu mata..hehe..

so,happy birthday lagi sekali..sweet 21 ye..semoga bahagia dengan orang yang tersayang..hope korang dua dah x gaduh or ada problem dah..hu5..with that,i think this is the last time i cakap pasl dia kat sini..bye..u lost the love i loved the most..










p/s : kenapa aku cepat emo sekarang nih????